You seem like a really good guy, and I know temptation to pursue becomes so hard sometimes that it just feels impossible to resist.
But please, for your own sake and dignity, STOP! ((((( ))))))
I know it's really bad, and I have told myself no matter what I won't contact her. My birthdays on the 16th so I wonder if she even will contact me. My mom said that if she does contact me that I should ask her to meet up for drinks and talk. But I don't think that's a good idea either.
