It's been over a month since I last posted and there have been so many changes.
My fear of staying in a lack luster non trusting relationship got the best of me. I went away by myself and reflected on the 20 year marriage.
I came home and filed.
My patience has been gone for a long time and though I'm not sure that I made the right choice, I felt that theres to much baggage to carry and healing to do.
W's reaction wasn't what I thought... it was more contentious than sad, so I might have made the correct choice.
