I'm sorry you are here, but this is a really good place to come to when you need someone to listen and support you. So, with that in mind, why not create a thread and allow us to be there for you? Creating your own thread will allow others to post to you and get to know you, as well as offer advice, support and yes, those 2 X 4's when they are needed.
I look forward to reading a thread created by you.