I just can't allow him to leave and come back for a second time. It's just how I feel. He was remorseful last time and changed and I thought it was for good and we worked on our issues to avoid this again but we didn't.
I don't want to let him go. My heart is in a million pieces. I want us to enjoy our new baby and our family.
I know what I want doesn't matter. It just hurts tremendously.
I don't know that we are at the impasse. I have reached out stepped out. What more am I or was I supposed to do ??
