WW won't separate

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Ugh today has been difficult. Had a long car ride and event with my W and youngest D. W was negative about a few things and her mood brought down the whole event for me. I then started to have a lot of anger about she's just totally let me down with the whole affair. Detaching is just incredibly hard when I'm spending a lot of time with her and family stuff. One of her complaints about me before the BD was that I had too much negativity in the R. Now that I'm aware of it and actively working on it her negativity is getting to me. She's just not the woman I used to love.

I finally was able to get away and go do some stuff on my own with friends. What a relief. I'm still focusing on myself and detaching from her and not being under her influence. But like I said it's such a challenge because of living with her and all of the family events.