A WW? (8)

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Told D about S just now. Fairly neutral conversation and W and I took turns addressing it. W left the part to me of telling D that we were S. I'm ok with that. I told her last night that I wanted to be the one to tell her and W had an issue with it then. Guess that changed bt then and now.

W told D that we wanted to talk to her about where we are moving. Then W looked at me to tell her the rest. So I told D that mommy and I would be moving to two separate places when we move. That we would each have our own apartment and D would have a home at both of them. I told her that she would split her time between both places with each of us. And she'd have her own room and stuff at each. I told her we both love her very much. Then w talked about how it would happen after school is out. We asked if d had any questions or if she had anything she wanted to talk about. D said no and hat was it.

D hugged her stuffed animal the whole time. She squirmed around a lot. She put her face in the couch cushions a lot too. I feel horrible. Once it was done, D went to play iPad for a bit and I got up, went upstairs and took a few minutes to make sure I was ok. Cried a little, but stopped and went back downstairs. Did lunch with w and d and in a few I'm taking D to the pool for the afternoon.

So, I guess now we are done. W has fully executed her exit plan. I didn't want this, but now we've told D and i think that's does it. I'd promised I wouldn't tell people until D was told, so now I guess I'll tell those who are closest to me. I'm looking forward to time with D at our new home. I'm looking forward to a great future for both D and I. A few more weeks of this and life will be different. An awesome type of different though. W has her freedom and can go her own way. Once we physically split I'm done. I did a year of this. Put my soul into it. Wasn't enough, but I'm ok with that. I'm happy with who I am, as a father and a man. The stress will be lifted and things will be awesome again!