So today when I dropped my d off. I calmly told her that I am emotionally spent. And I will not put 150% in this unless she is willing. I told her my rules for this separation and when she is ready to follow them we can then start the process of healing our family. But I told her I am not going to give her emotional support when she is lonely and wants someone to talk to as long as she spends anytime with another man. And now I feel amazing cuz I am free from this. I have forgiven her and won't allow her to cause me anymore pain.
And today is the first day I have felt like I wanna go do something for me. So I am gal and heading to a car show
