hi dearest Lou. i'm so glad you're with a new dr and she's got a good handle on what's going on with you. soon you will feel better, i'm sure!!!
i'm sorry you're having a tough time right now. just keep breathing Lou, and it will pass, I promise. You've come so far, you can get through this too.
I understand completely about the holding out hope hindering you moving forwards. I can only say that think it's all part of this process for us LBSs. I think we can only look at our feet, see where we are, look around and see the our MLCr is not any where in sight, take a deep breath and carry on with our day. So I guess what I mean is just keep focusing on the day and get through it. I don't even know if that makes sense?
Sounds like you've got a busy few days. The NZ best road trips book sounds great! xoxoxo so good to hear from you xoxoxoxo
M 20+ T25+ S ~15.5 (BD) BD 4/6/15 D 12/23/16
"Someone I loved once gave me A box full of darkness. It took me years to understand, That this too, was a gift." ~ Mary Oliver