Thanks Cristy. I might just do that. Although some days it feels easier to just throw in the towel. Like today. I'm having a hard time with everything. I just question how he can throw away 21 years and everything we have in life. How he can upset our three kids. I just can't fathom that. I know everyone is in the same boat. And has the same questions. It's just frustrating. Especially this month. Which is what would have been our 22 year anniversary. I'm trying not to dwell on it. But it's hard.
I am signing up to a new gym in town this weekend. So I will be able to take some of my anger and upset out on the treadmill. And once I start to get active i will feel better about myself and my situation in life. I just figure that almost a year into this I would have let of the anger and hurt by now. So I'm really trying to do that. I hate days like this.
