Roller coaster continues. I was laying in bed talking to the wife and I asked her how I could rebuild her trust. BOOM. Backlash. She said "I doubt you could ever rebuild trust with me. It will probably take years and I'll be in another relationship by then. " Not what I wanted to hear. She then proceeded to list everything I have done wrong for the last 5 years. Yesterday she asked me to go to New Orleans. I don't get it. I don't know what to do.
The mediation is less than 2 weeks away. We are getting the house ready to sell and will be moving shortly thereafter (move was planned before the BD). We still plan to get an apartment together for at least 6 months as we acclimate to the area, get child care situated etc.
I think it's time to pull back and work on myself. I have a therapist appt tomorrow morning. He's going to earn his money for an hour.
