Also just to add to my confusion she isn't a real poem kind of person or anything and I woke up this morning and she had texted me this

I feel lost with out you
All I think about is you
What am I going to do without you
One of the most thoughtful men...you
I loved being with you

You were my man
You were everything to me now what do I do
We have such a beautiful family
We have so many amazing memories
Kids are growing so fast

Where do we go from here
Why did I do this to us
What is going to happen
When will the sadness end
Who am I?