I 100 percent agree that we both gave a lot to work on. And I don't know if it's normal. But every once in a while I am pissed and don't know if I want it to work. And if we get back together right now nothing will have changed and we will be right back here down the road.
So I'm ok with time away I'm terrified that she migh enjoy it to much but hey can't control that
We have some major soul searching ahead of both of us. I know I have already started down a good path. Couple days ago it hit me like a ton of bricks. I have to first be happy and find joy in who I am and what I'm doing because if inside I'm not good a marriage or any relationship will be destined to fail.
Thanks again everyone it's helping to talk about it
