Count on ups and downs (III)

[WillDo]

I would like to express my gratitude to all that have posted. Specifically moderators sandi2 and job.

I have been re-reading what you had posted before sandi2 over and over again. Esp. where you ask me to look after myself.

As you may recall, my history of depression has possibly caused my W's disrespect. What hurts is you know that a person in depression is talking negatively. This negativity in my case did include to lose respect of my W. She had always been supportive. Even a carer once finds the opportunity will run against you. This is mean but reality. As was mentioned in this thread, W is probably not trying to hurt me, she is trying to be happy.

Can't find the once me. I truly can't. That me didn't have 2 Ds and living away from relatives and friends in a different country.

Time will show.