I definitely believe I have done that in the past. I am damaged in the weirdest way.
I really did enjoy all the fun dating stuff. He was the relationshippy one. So I think I kicked into DB mode.
I was not cut out to date. Let alone date as a single mom. But that is apparently what was in the cards for me!
I browsed the online dating sites last night and made no commitments. Just warming up to it again. I say go for it juju. I have no good advice as I stink at this.
I hope I get this whole thing right soon.
Joining yet a new gym with my old gym buddy friends. It's something new for 21 days. It's a small group fitness challenge thing. It's expensive and I have 2 other gym memberships and I should be a freakin' fitness model by now...... but I like food and alcohol. I'm just doing it to go with my friends and have some fun.
I have been no contact with FF for 3 weeks. One level it makes me soooo sad to not even hear a "how are you?". Surely no birthday wish. On another level, if any of you know me from the past, I really stink at no contact. I take it personally and it hurts. But I decided to keep my dignity and not set myself up for rejection.
