Wow, what an amazing post KML. I'm sure it's hard to read Ginger but I really hope you will embrace it. I would also add that I don't think you are grieving who FF was in your life nearly as much as you are grieving who you hoped he would be. He just was never the guy you were hoping or believed he already was.
Please, please, please DO NOT CONTACT HIS SISTER! Even if you did know her it would just look like you were contacting her to get to him. Don't do it.
Keep beating the heck out of the bag!
DonH Midwest Me 56 WAW-EXW 55 Met 11/95 / Married 5/00 Bomb 6/20/05 / She Filed on 6/2/06 / Divorced on 10/9/06 4 who'd qualify as GF since D & dated about 25 women since D
