First time here, part 3

[leahsue]

Thanks, Sara. I did a better job of NC, etc. at the beginning of all this, before he started coming around again. After several false starts, hopefully I've once again taken the focus off of him. If and when he comes to visit, then I'll see how I feel about a visit at that point. In the meantime, I have to GAL more whole-heartedly, and keep myself even busier than I already have.
I did much better today. I went to a cook out, actually had fun, drank a little, came home, went to a neighbor's and had more fun just sitting on the porch and visiting. I'm home now, and see I missed a call from H this afternoon. I'm not calling back or texting tonight. I think I won't tomorrow, but rather wait and let him make the next contact. And not because I'm game-playing, but I honestly just don't have anything to say to him right now. And that's a good thing.