Yesterday was okay. The boys were with my mom all day so I hung st the house with the baby and H worked on the boat all day. H had said on Friday we would go to dinner last night. 9pm rolled around and he was still deep into the boat so I figured we weren't going to dinner. I was pretty annoyed he just didn't even acknowledge it but i left it be. I went out there and kissed him goodnight. He didn't come in til 230am because the baby woke up as he was getting in bed.
Today we are going out on the boat. I asked him if he was going on the boat with my family or taking ours. He is just so short with me ... I just said okay just asking no biggy and left it at. I would be lying if I said it wasn't hard to be so nice and as if when he's so cold and short.
I really need more from him. I need some sort of sign that he's in this. All the signs point to he's not.
Anyway, contemplating taking the baby on the boat for a bit. He just turned a month old so I'm not sure if it's going to be more of a pain and hot for him.
