A WW? (8)

[lt0402]

Went through and split up all of our stuff this evening. Tough exercise. W was friendly and joking during it. Made my blood boil so I kept my demeanor business like. She took a couple jabs at my parents also about stuff they'd bought us in the past.

I think w thought she was being helpful and nice to me. She expressed I needed to speak up and tell her if there was something I wanted. I snapped back a bit and told her of course I know to speak up about what I want. She said you know, I'm trying to be nice and you are acting like a dick. I tell her this is a bit stressful for me, it was not my intention to come off like a dick, I apologize if I did.

She says "I can tell you are stressed". I'm thinking "no [censored]". She says that all of this will be better when we are not in each other's space. I tell her I've got no problem with her being in my space. She sits there quietly and I get up.

i talked to D again today about how she's doing. According to her, nothing is wrong. I'm doing a good job with her. She not worried about the move. And she appears to be a very happy kid. Not the picture W is painting of this miserable kid asking for mommy and daddy to S.

I feel horrible for her. We will probably tell her next weekend. I don't know how she will react but I believe she will be caught off guard. Hell, d and I spend so much time together after work and on the weekends, I don't know how that being cut down will affect her. Bleh