I am having a rough time... the cookbook came and she saw it and got excited so I said you pick a recipe and I will make it. So I go to the store and when I come back I saw a note on her bed where she is writing things down on what to do to live on her own. Very short basically utilities and utensils but still... I was hoping she wasn't going to take this step. On it she has separation agreement written. And earlier today she did mention seeing an apartment close to work but it is pricey.
I know I can survive on my own but I don't want to. I was hoping with time and patience she will see that the changes I made are genuine. But I haven't gotten a chance to show her a better side when doing fun things. She is intentionally trying to not do those things.
I am just going to have to accept it's over but not be sad and angry about it. But it's soooo hard.
