No change in H behavior but I continued with mine. H worked til late in the afternoon. I didn't call or text to see when he would be done etc
He came home and went with my dad and brother to a gun show. I went out and did some shopping with my mom and the kids. I got home and asked if they had a good time. He bought a very expensive gun.. I just replied oh that's neat is it the one you've been wanting and left it at that. We were supposed to go to dinner but he said he was too tired when I got home and we would go tomorrow. I said okay sounds good.
My family was going to dinner on the water and H declined to come because he was working on one of our boats.. the boys left with my family and I stayed behind to feed the baby. I left to meet them and told H I would see him later and he said he decided to come with. We didn't talk much at dinner but we laughed a lot with our family had some drinks and ran into a few friends who Joined. The boys went back with my mom ( I told them I feel like chopped liver lol ) so it was just H I and the baby. He went to bed early and I stayed up trying to get the. Baby asleep who still sometimes has his nights and days mixed up (and has been up for the last 2 hours since 130am). I'm tired!!
Anyway- not much to report. Just journaling. Today it seemed a little easier to be myself. It's hard when we're out like tonight with friends and family and he feels distant. Usually he would hold my hand etc. but I try not to Think of that in the moment so it doesn't derail my effort
