Made it through the wedding without calling, I did send a text but it wasn't about the relationship or us. It was a lot of feelings and part of me really wants to write a letter to her just to get it out. I've done this several times and not sent them. I'm still in the place of wanting to show her my changes and not getting any at bats. Getting the job and moving are the only real cards I have left. At least today I don't have to explain to people why she isn't there.
Together 7 years Married 3 Said she was taking long way home late January Left to get some space 2/19/17 BD 3/1/17 ILYB
