I'm sorry Thornton. It is good to let your grief out - that is cleansing and healing. You may even find that some of what you have been holding onto from your childhood gets cleansed too. The worst has come to pass - the moment you dreaded where she drove away has happened. Sometimes there is release in that too.

You feel you don't know how you will get through this right now. But you will. Tomorrow you may well feel a tiny bit better and the next day too. Then maybe a dip, then better again. A state of raw pain is never permanent and it will pass..

Keep posting and we will all be here for you (((((hugs)))))

T 13 M 7
Me 48 H 46
SS 15
BD 7.14 PA
D final 5.16 (H filed)

We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus