Divorce Final Soon.. I feel Lost

[judela]

Well, I was not able to reconcile with my H. I still miss him and love him but I am moving across the country soon as well. I made all the usual mistakes that pushed him away. He still refuses to communicate in any way. I am civil and pleasant but he won't talk to me, return emails, texts etc. I have asked him to please just tell me to my face that he doesn't love me, never loved me, to tell me he doesn't want to hear from me but nothing. I am still shocked. Everything was great for years. the memories are so hard. There are so many. He just walked away like I never exsisted. I would love some inspiration, experience, strength. Has anyone's H ever come back around after the divorce? I apoloize if this is in the wrong place.. I still find this a little confusing. Thank you all!