Leaving it up to God (but still interfering!)

[Coly23]

Thanks Job, I understand what you are saying. I think what is driving me is the fear of being divorced again. I really don't want that to happen and it scares me. I feel I will be considered a pariah in society if I am divorced twice. I feel like I just want to hide away in a cave on a desert island so I don't have explain anything to anyone. It makes me so sad that my life has turned out like this ...