I've been reading other threads and reflecting on my situation. I'm not noticing any small changes in my W and she never shows any interest in my GALing. I'm not going to interpret it and I'm not going to be deterred. If anything I mostly think she's miles and miles away from the MR and its most likely going to fail. My focus is on me only. However I come out of this I want to enjoy being me and enjoy being with my children every second that I have.

I've told her she needs to go stay at a friends house and we'll see where that goes. Not sure how much time I should give her with the cell phone boundary or finding a job.

Tomorrow my wife starts IC. I'm happy about that.

I'm still looking for more things that can get me out of the house. I have a few ideas but its going to take time to get started. I've been a little low on joy for the past few days.

Running has been my constant thing. I'm signing up for a 5k next month and another in July.


Me46 W46 M25yrs T29yrs
4 children
ILYBNILWY 1/30/17
PA confronted 3/6/17
Separated same house