Originally Posted By: jason35
In my therapy recently I have come to realize that I am suffering from depression myself and probably have been most of my life. I started taking Lexapro almost 3 weeks ago and feel a fog has lifted. I am have more energy, less negative self thoughts, and am so much more in touch with my emotions, which can be difficult.

And with my treatment I know I will survive whatever happens, but I still feel so much regret for what could have been. I try not to think about that too much because it doesn't help, but I now know I am capable of so much more and only wish I had the 2nd chance to show my wife.


you may get the chance, in time. The "math" of it is -

Small consistent changes + sufficient time = change she can believe in.


M: 57 H: 60
M: 35 yrs
S30,D28,D19
H off to Alaska 2006
Recon 7/07- 8/08
*2016*
X = "ALASKA 2.0"
GROUND HOG DAY
I File D 10/16
OW
DIV 2/26/2018
X marries OW 5/2016

= CLOSURE 4 ME
Embrace the Change