Good for you Thornton. I'm going to ask you to turn the tables for a moment. Let's just say you are in a R with a gal. You dump her once, then get back together. Then again you get cold feet and dump her again. You guys reconcile. Then you have a wobble about the commitment - and you really miss your Mum. So you dump her again and decide to move 1000 miles away...you hope she might keep a door open for you while you test out your new life - maybe even join you??
How would you feel about her if she actually followed you?? I agree - I'm sure she has many lovely qualities, but she's also a little crazy too I think!!
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus