Hey Tryin, This roller coaster is not the fun kind, is it? I agree with all the others here who say slow down, take 10 deep breaths, let your brain lead you in the next steps, not your heart. Be smart, and take care of Tryin FIRST. The rest will follow, one way or the other. But you are the one who needs the oxygen mask on FIRST. Good luck! We've got your back.
M-60 H-51 M-14 years BD 12/26/16 S 1/1/17
"First the pain, then the rising." Glennon Doyle Melton