Thank you all for your posts. I am really fighting my instincts that have always gotten me in trouble.

Just received a text from W:

I am overwhelemd with the way I am feeling. I do not regret last night and I hope you don't. This is all such a mess. But I have to remain raw. And as I have said you are tatooed on my heart and I remain hopeful for the future in what feels like an impossible situation right now. (sad emoticon face).

Shoot me...