And thank you all for the future birthday wishes. it's next Saturday, Last year I was severely depressed on my Bday and cried a lot. No one was really around.
This year I have a good friend coming to celebrate. There will be no crying, just celebration. It's hard each year to get one year older and realize you don't have that special someone beside you, you never had that other child and now you are too old. But this hope lingers that next year will be different. When it's not, it hurts. But I am going to focus on all that I have, not all that I lack.
