I don't know what to say. I'm sorry about the stealth tears. I still have those moments - had em yesterday, actually. {{{{{hugs}}}}}

Ha, your husband is noticing more than he used to. Last year at this time would he have volunteered to do something for you? Would he have noticed? I can't imagine what you're going through, but look at how strong this has made you! Regardless of what happens long term, you will get through it as you've developed the inner strength through this madness.

I still think you're suffering live-in MLCer burnout. Any chance you can get away for a weekend alone to regroup?

xoxoxo

M 20+ T25+
S ~15.5 (BD)
BD 4/6/15
D 12/23/16

"Someone I loved once gave me
A box full of darkness.
It took me years to understand,
That this too, was a gift."
~ Mary Oliver