I keep hoping my wife will change her mind. I keep seeing good interactions as a sign she will change her mind. And then she says something about a divorce and it crushes me. It's not healthy for me.
And then I remember that actions are more important than words, and I look at her actions and wonder: why is she still going to marriage therapy with me? she has spoken about meeting with a mediator on several occasions but hasn't set it up yet, why?
