You guys aren't going to beleive this 5

[25yearsmlc]

Thanks, 25.

I didnt mean the end of the world, literally. It's just a pivotal moment in my life that scares the hell out of me.

What specifically is so terrifying? Dig deep.


Keep your brutal honesty coming, 25. It helps me re-frame some things in my mind when I start idealizing her and the relationship.

Thank GOD you're okay with it! Okay, so when I just read your signature block and see a 40 y/o man who has only been m for 5 years, two questions arise.

1) what was your life like before this relatively short m?

2) your 5 year marriage with 3 BD's shows me a glow in the dark glaring pattern that you seem a bit addicted to.

Do you think a part of you likes the drama/trauma she creates (and confuses it with passion)

OR is it what you got used to growing up...? Learned to accept rejection as par for the course?

I know this is my big opportunity to make some changes in my life, for me.

I will take advantage of that and I will keep trying my best.

Can you remove the word "Trying" in that last sentence and just do it?

Sometimes I get bogged down in wording but I also see significance to it.