Pax, you are doing great with focusing on you and your exercise goals. Congratulations! I need to follow your example.
Are you discovering some vices similar to my ex's that your ex was trying to hide?
I am so disgusted by my ex and his dishonesty. I am better off. He is not capable of any type of real relationship. Just smoke and mirrors and it is just so DISTURBING for me to realize I was living a lie. I was so unhappy for so long and just never understood. I tried to rationalize with him. I would get mad and argue. I had absolutely no control.
Why did I not recognize it for what it was? That is so disturbing to me.
