Talked with Counselor today. Really having second thoughts about going no contact for 2 more weeks. It's been 1 of absolutely no contact and 2+ discounting a photo I texted her on mothers day and the call to ask about her needing more space (to which she replied what we've been doing is fine). It felt like we had been making some progress before she pushed back and started limiting the length of our conversations. I'm going to talk with her father tonight to get his opinion, I value it pretty highly.
Counselor and I discussed pros and cons and other options. It's been 3 months and she's no closer to divorce as far as I know, she still hasn't used the word at all. I feel like going full NC at this point is a step backwards and might be giving her the feeling of a "clean break" or making it too easy on her to just walk away. Michelle mentions a 1-2 week timeline to see if something is working or not and then adjust. I'm just so unsure of what to do...
Still haven't got an email about the follow up interview which was supposed to be for tomorrow. I'm hoping I still have the interview at this point because getting the job would allow many pieces in my life to fall into place. I believe for the relationship to go forward we need new surroundings which means moving, but I am scared of that and don't know where I'm going until I find a job.
Called a doctor today to get an appointment set up for antidepressants. Yoga isn't cutting it anymore. Feeling like I want parts of my old life back...
Together 7 years Married 3 Said she was taking long way home late January Left to get some space 2/19/17 BD 3/1/17 ILYB
