Heading to counseling today. Just finished reading Sandi's reflections and wondering how much can be applied to a WH. Man is he wayward.
I have really been spending a lot of time thinking. I realize that in a lot of ways, he does not seem good for me and the children. But its hard to come to a place where I agree the marriage should end and our lives completely change. The kids would no longer be homeschooled, their mother would work all the time, and their daddy would be off doing who knows what (believe it or not, he's more grounded when he's in the home with us. His actions are insane when he's left to his own devices). I guess my head gets cloudy with grief when I think about all this.
