Great advice, Ty. Thank you for the encouragement.
Last night was more of the same. She thinks we have a chance to be an awesome couple in the future. Blah blah blah...
She mentioned something that really blew me away last night. She said she wants me to chase her. That she has always chased me (huh?). I told her I could not chase someone who has left me 3x and moved to another state.
Basically, I think she regrets her decision to leave but she has painted such an ugly picture of me to all her friends and family that she can't turn back now without looking like an idiot. So if I chase her and she can show everyone how genuine I am, then it will be easier to convince her friends and family that she is getting back together with me.
^^^ I will not chase her. Nope. Can't do it. Won't do it.
I love this woman but I realize I need to love myself more.
