Hi again bttrfly,

I've been doing okay w/the contact but I know I need to work on getting to/staying in the state of mind to keep myself in balance (especially since I was struggling a couple weeks ago) and it's not easy. Its a strange mix a feelings sometimes.

I feel bad for the kids, just like everyone else here I never thought this would be our life. You're right all we can do is try to make the best of our situations for them.

Honestly, gal isn't going too well. I'm keeping myself busy with projects, went hiking the week before last and went to the movies this weekend. Definitely something I need to work on.