thanks for you feedback, i always appreciate your insight. i really think she is a walk away spouse. I'm committed to applying what I've learned, its more than I'm always reading and growing, looking for new ideas or opportunities
i'm in Canada, as for not marrying, everything was a bit backwards, we had kids, bought a car, rented, bought a house, i was the only one working at the time, before we knew it time passed and it just didn't seem necessary, although i always wanted to
were in a place where we are calm and respectful, it just seems to be a bit stuck, but then perhaps thats progress. as i settle my dads estate i am GAL its just hot road blocks (car died and cost far more than expected - still causing issues - lol), but i have some new friends and am reconnecting with another
a few weeks back she asked me to go to my nephews football team fundraiser and i did.
while i am committed and hopeful i really have changed and want more change - i have a sincere hunger for inner happiness and being the best me. its with that mindset i wholeheartedly accept insight, criticism and suggestions that challenge me
BD Oct 2016 Me 47, W 43 together 25 years S 25, D 22