In my therapy recently I have come to realize that I am suffering from depression myself and probably have been most of my life. I started taking Lexapro almost 3 weeks ago and feel a fog has lifted. I am have more energy, less negative self thoughts, and am so much more in touch with my emotions, which can be difficult.
And with my treatment I know I will survive whatever happens, but I still feel so much regret for what could have been. I try not to think about that too much because it doesn't help, but I now know I am capable of so much more and only wish I had the 2nd chance to show my wife.
