Oh Georgia, I am giving you a response anyways. First, I find you very attractive, and I have never even seen you. That says a lot!
I grew up as the ugly duckling. I had to rely on my personality, lol. My personality became my best feature. Somewhere along the line, when I began dating my exh, I became what others would classify as physically attractive, around 18 years old. Not conventionally, but apparently men find me physically attractive.
When my exH was dropping the bomb, I was 6 months post partum. I said "is it because of my pregnancy body?" he said "no, I still think you are hot". I wanted to smack him.
I realized I would much rather have someone attracted to who I am rather than what I looked like.
You know, everyone who has left me/broken up with me had someone waiting in the wings or was cheating on me..... and they all lasted long term. Everyone who came after me was the "one", I get where you are coming from. FF so far hasn't, but I am waiting for it to happen.
Your NG, he finds you very attractive. He's attracted to who you are, I am sure of it. I tell myself all the ones who came before and moved on to the next won't matter. because the right one for me will be the final one for me. None of the others and their choices will matter.
