Thanks, G. You are correct. I need to embrace who I am-for better or worse.

I don't expect a response on this. I frequently post my thoughts here because well....not sure where else to share. I have this thing. I feel extremely unattractive. I can live with that but with starting a new job and being in front of new people, I feel like I will be on display. And everyone will discuss how unattractive I am. I'm not trying to be self absorbed but this is an ongoing issue. I can't change what people say and they will think what they think. I don't know.

I think what I've realized is that no matter who I have been with, they would prefer to be with someone else. And I understand that. It's just always weird being way down the choice list.

Lots on my mind lately. Positive vibes to everyone.



3 kids
BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. )
Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style
D final 9-9-14
"Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer