Count on ups and downs (III)

[WillDo]

Low low low

Can"t sleep.

I will probably have flashbacks to the discussion.

She aaid she felt being hurt on purpose. I am trying to hurt her punish her. She says she wants a divorce a friendly one and have nobody else involved. I said no divorce would be friendly and she will ruin specifically the Ds lives. I said we need to learn to stick to each other.

I wish these arguments were with repairs just like in the past.

I told her she undermined me. Made feel very bad lots of times. She kept dragging the discussion saying all the time. She really realyy hurt me again.

I will never forget how D hadnt slept and when I kissed her good night she squeezed me.