not that there's a contest for $hittiest exh

but in MY family, (so far??) he wins...

there are plenty of others worse off around here. I'm luckier than most, I know.

And if this were the only way to have these 3 wonderful children in my life, I'd do it again in a heartbeat.

I'll remind myself of this^^ in the days to come.

It's just that at this particular moment, I cannot imagine being pleasant or even acknowledging h at a function.

I spent time at the bank this afternoon, and h had cut me off our joint accounts there (accounts we had for our whole 35 year marriage) back in October when he had me sign something odd, a few days out of the hospital. H is an MD and knew I was impaired

(do YOU guys who never met me, think I, 25, would sign away rights if my brain was turned on??)

How on earth does he live with himself?

Lots of triggers. cry


M: 57 H: 60
M: 35 yrs
S30,D28,D19
H off to Alaska 2006
Recon 7/07- 8/08
*2016*
X = "ALASKA 2.0"
GROUND HOG DAY
I File D 10/16
OW
DIV 2/26/2018
X marries OW 5/2016

= CLOSURE 4 ME
Embrace the Change