Im just a giant ball of emotions today. It almost feels simliar to the bomb drop. I felt like I was getting stronger but recent chats and the fact this is her last week here is really killing me.
There's a sense of panic happening for me and I'm not really sure why. Maybe it's my instinct to fix things before it's too late and she drives off forever?
In the past, she would leave and I would go NC. This time I've seen her remorse and tears. I can clearly see the good parts of W in there when I talk to her. I can see the vulnerability in her eyes. I can see she still loves me, she tells me everyday.
How do you let go of someone that you love and that you know still loves you?
