I too read the post, but found it confusing as hell. Not sure if it's the repeated sentences or typos or what. I just really had a hard time following the story lines. Things like "I love being married" was that supposed to be passed tence - LOVED being married? Then the hook up, you did or did not go through with it? And he walked away why?
My iPad posts often get confusing due to typos too but this was really hard to follow what you are trying to say.
DonH Midwest Me 56 WAW-EXW 55 Met 11/95 / Married 5/00 Bomb 6/20/05 / She Filed on 6/2/06 / Divorced on 10/9/06 4 who'd qualify as GF since D & dated about 25 women since D