I think she's uncertain she's doing the right thing.
What's different about this time compared to the past two, the past two breakups have been a split followed by immediate NC for months. This time she had no where to go until after D finishes the school year so we've been in house separated since April.
it's very conflicting for me because when this is all started, she demonized me and made me out to be a monster. Then slowly, she let her guard down and started sharing her feelings with me and I let her vent. Now she is crying every day, asking me for hugs, and just looks miserable. So for me to say goodbye to someone who appears to be reaching out and in pain, is very hard to do.
