Feeling down today. W has been crying all the time. She told me yesterday that she's worried she's making the biggest mistake in her life. She also admits that this whole thing was a huge misunderstanding.

She keeps saying she doesn't know how to let me go. That she's never experienced heart ache like this before.

Today is our last Sunday together. She is going to the airport to pick up her mom and spend the day with her.

I just have this overwhelming sense of sadness today.