I recently posted my story and was given some great tips. Physically, I'm back. Mentally, not so much. Getting back in the swing of things. My biggest problem, besides the affair itself, is that I cant get the images of my wife sleeping with that guy and searching for new info. I was in her amazon account and they have ordered some bedroom things. This has consumed my mind.
I have always been athletic but haven't played sports since college baseball in 2010. With that being said, I'm a huge fan of mixed martial arts and have signed up for kick boxing. So I am trying to get totally out of my element and do things that I've never done. Going back to original paragraph, I'm a CPA so I'm in front of a computer almost 100% of my work day. The images consume me and all it seems I do is just try to get new info on social media. I'm like a drug addict. Any tips on removing myself from that? Its become a huge problem.
M 1.5 years, her affair was before 1 year T 7 Years
