Last night W stopped by my room once again. More tears. She started asking me if would ever consider moving to where she will be living. I told her I had no idea and that I had so many things to work on before I would consider moving anywhere.
She then goes on to tell me she wished she wouldn't have pulled the plug on our relationship so quickly after our argument but that it was too late now to change anything. She then started talking about how she has no plans to date and that I was "it" for her. I just listened.
Part of me thinks she doesnt want me, but she doesnt want anyone else to have me either. Who knows...
This is all so confusing to me. But Im slowly accepting what will be, will be. I dont have any control over any of this, so I'm trying my best to release it all.
